This Is Me--2024 A to Z Theme

My A to Z Themes in the past have covered a range of topics and for 2025 the theme is a random assemblage of things that are on my mind--or that just pop into my mind. Whatever! Let's just say I'll be "Tossing It Out" for your entertainment or however it is you perceive these things.

Wednesday, August 14, 2013

Closing My Mind With the Assistance of the U.S. Government




My wife and I at the Equator monument.
       I've always had somewhat of an adventurous spirit.  Travel is a great love of mine.  So you'd think when offered a trip to Ecuador I would have been thrilled at the prospect.   But under the circumstances I was not.

       Previously I made reference to "My Reluctant Ecuador Vacation" and briefly told about our trip with some photos and a video.  That document will suffice as a record of our trip.  If you missed that post and want to know about my trip then check it out.  In this current post I want to explain a bit about my reluctance to embark upon the Ecuador excursion and how the United States government added to that reluctance.

        Yes, controversy Monday comes on a Wednesday this week.

My Summer Vacation Plans

          My wife came up with the Ecuador trip plan in May.  My reaction to the suggestion was one of disappointment as we had originally planned a trip back east to New Jersey and Tennessee to visit our grandkids and my family.   Since we rarely get to see any of them I had been looking forward to this trip.  Going to Ecuador was pretty much going to mess up those plans as far as I could see.  One trip was probably all we could afford.

         My disappointment was very evident as I made it very clear that going to Ecuador was not as important to me as visiting family.  Since my wife was now set on making the trip to her home country I tried my best to get into a positive mindset about going.  I wasn't doing a very good job at this, but I tried to put it all in the most positive light I could.  I began to do research on the internet in order to prepare myself for the upcoming trip.

State Department Deception

         The website of the United States Department of State seemed like a reliable place to go for information.  What I read there about traveling in Ecuador began to make me have second thoughts about going and my reluctance on taking the trip was rekindled.  From the website I gained a perception that Ecuador was not necessarily the best place to go.  Not wanting to go probably made me read more into the website warnings than was there, but still I was seeing all sorts of cautionary flags waving before me.  Thinking more on the idea of the trip I told my wife I wasn't going to go.

           After further consideration, as I was on the web arranging my wife's flight, I decided that it would be wrong for me to let my wife go without me.  I booked tickets for both of us.  In the end I was glad that I did because it was a great trip.  While in Ecuador we encountered none of the problems mentioned on the Department of State site.  Maybe there was some fact there, but I think the dangers were greatly exaggerated.  I would go to Ecuador again if the opportunity arose and I would highly recommend the experience to anyone.

How Much Are We Being Deceived?

          My experience with this trip combined with all of the things that have been coming to light in the news of late makes me ask:  Can we trust our government?

          Actually this is a question that has been asked for quite some time by many.  In the past I've often had a sense of paranoia about our government.   Then after 9/11 I got caught up like many others in a certain aura of patriotic fervor.   My job loss in 2009 began to send me back into a sense of doubt which has been heightened in the past few years.  Government agencies instill fear of travel outside our borders while doling out trillions of dollars to dubious countries like Egypt, Syria, and Pakistan.  Government agencies are intruding into lives of individuals and organizations that are not in a favorable light with the current administration.

         There is increasing evidence that the government is spying on all of us.   For what purpose?  The sadder story is that many of us don't care much and even if we do there isn't much we can do about it.  Call me a conspiracy theorist and you'll be telling it like it is.

          What do you think about the U.S. or any other government for that matter?  Can governments be trusted?   Are we heading toward one world government domination by powers that are not in the interest of good?    What government propaganda hogwash have you fallen for in the past only to discover you've been duped?

View at the Equator Museum
     
     
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Monday, August 12, 2013

When My Words Won't Do

        My after-road-trip slump has gotten a bit ridiculous.   And a bit of a summer bug that I picked up somewhere along my journey hasn't helped much.  I'm in a real doldrum of late and can't seem to get things together.  I don't think I've slept so much ever before in my life as I have this past week.

          I've decided to skip the controversy today and postpone my report on my reluctant trip to Ecuador until Wednesday....I hope.

          I don't get sick much, but when I do it's a doozy.

         Thank all of you for understanding.

         Have any of you picked up whatever has been going around this summer?    How have you dealt with it?



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Wednesday, August 7, 2013

#IWSG-- Barely Back Writer



          I'm not totally back yet, but I had to make an appearance for another monthly Insecure Writer's Support Group post hosted by Alex J Cavanaugh.   Be sure to check out the list at Alex's site for more participants in this month's edition.

         I'll be officially returning to my blog next Monday August 12th--I hope.   The fact of the matter is that I'm exhausted.  Even though I'm back home now, I feel like I've left my mind and my energy somewhere on the roads of the U.S.

         It's been a crazy near month away from my blogging activity and I'm having a hard time getting back into the swing of things.  What seems like many weeks ago--and I guess it was that--I was all filled with writing motivation and starting on a new project.   Now I feel like Sleeping Beauty hit with an ugly stick and I'd rather sleep than do just about anything else.  Well, except for maybe watching a movie on the tube now and then and even at that I don't feel all that inspired.

          Will I get my mojo back?   All these things I have to say--can I get the motivation to say them?   I don't think I can call it "insecurity".   It's just exhaustion maybe.   Then again...

          How's your summer been going?   Has everything been going according to plan?


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